
Sunday, October 25, 2009
The Love of Life

Tuesday, April 7, 2009
India Poised Anthem

“There are two Indias in this country
One India is straining at the leash, eager to spring forth and
live up to all the adjectives that the world has been showering recently upon us.
The other India is the leash.
One India says, give me a chance and I’ll prove myself.
The other India says,
prove yourself and maybe then you’ll have a chance.
One India lives in the optimism of our hearts.
The other India lurks in the skepticism of your minds
One India wants. The other India hopes.
One India leads. The other India follows.
But conversions are on the rise. With each passing day more
and more people from the other
India have been coming over to this side.
And quietly, while the world is not looking, a pulsating, dynamic,new
India is emerging.
An India whose faith in success is far greater than its fear in failure.
An India that no longer boycotts foreign-made goods but buys out the
companies that make them instead.
History, they say, is a bad motorist. It rarely ever signals its intentions
when it is making a turn.
This is that rarely-ever moment. History is turning a page.
For more than half a century, our nation has
sprung, stumbled, run. fallen, rolled over, got up, dusted herself and
cantered, sometimes lurched on.
But today, as we begin out 60th year as a free nation, the ride has brought
us to the edge of time’s great precipice.
And one India- a tiny little voice at the back of the head- is looking down
at the bottom of the ravine and hesitating.
The other India is looking up at the sky and saying, it’s time to fly.”
-India Poised Anthem
A Poem by Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
Robert Frost
Saddest Lines
Write, for example, 'The night is starry
and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.'
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is starry and she is not with me.
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.
Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.
I still remember.....
i am still here, in a veil of loneliness....
with all those thoughts creeping inside my mind....
i would never want to forget them...
awaken by that dream, my eyes searched for what i saw
and my ears echoed, the smiles the then which appeared strange...
i knew, i understood i was in front of a monitor and a keyboard...alone in my cabin...
with no one to talk and those files waiting for my touch...
i never wanted to be like this ,and not in my distant dreams had i thought of being so lonely....
i wondered what they where doing now....
i never knew,and i wouldn't try to...
And atlast in that quite minute i sigh hopeless .....
a tiny tear sheds.... i know... that ... "i still remember".....
Monday, April 6, 2009
Long gone are those days…..
Seven years…. Seven long years…
How do you take it, was it long or just…
However it may be to you..
It has to be a reminiscence…
I look back to those days… those old days infact…
When we first met, and you turned back,
While drifting away with the northern wind..
How could I forget those eyes, shining crystals,
And I could read it even though…
And then it was moreover a habit
We fell in love, gradually…
We made it each other to live long…
But then I forgot, we had grown up…
And now that our time has come and gone..
The pages of life we cant turn back,
We have to separate now as two souls , but a heart,
Tell me my love, would you be able to do so,
I wouldn’t be , in my farthest of dreams
But it has happened now , and I can only exclaim
Long gone are those days…!!!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
The Last stanza...
you really miss those days which made you realize
there were people out there who really care for you....
for whom you meant more than what you actually thought you did...
someone who left a lasting impression in your life...
who can just be yours...
and who have crossed that thin line of demarcation
between just a friend and
someone without you find yourself incomplete....
whom you miss more than yourself....
who has never referred to you by your real name...
who takes your purse without your permission
without whom you never even think of going out to have fun....
who made your life worth living by just being around..
and the thought of time flying so fast has been bothering you a lot....
let this be a reminiscence of those happy moments left behind.....!!!!!!!
A Painfull pleasure...
From today no more classes to attend.
And pretty soon I will cease to be a college guy or a college girl.
Hmmm… Those years! I seem to remember my first day like it happened yesterday.
The mixed emotions of excitement,
fear and happiness of entering into a new world, all seem so vivid.
And now when everything seemed so settled, its time to go.
College presented me with a lot of good memories and off course a few bad ones.
I’m just glad that my good memories heavily outweigh the bad ones.
The class tours, those countless “ unofficial” tours, the onam and eid celebrations,
the films during strike days, getting fired by our teachers,
the last minute running around taking records for our lab stuff,
copying assignments just five minutes before submission, those wedding trips,
sending SMS and missed calls during class, learning together during the series exams,
those birthday treats,those sleepovers,
the heated debates on each and every small thing, the public “ puyipp” times,
the song and dance sessions during the final days….
oh god! I’m going to badly miss these happy days!
This is my “ Painful Pleasure”.. thinking of those days that’ll never return


